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Categories: failings, invasive kyriarchy, why i blog

I am a racist.

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Which is that, buy GENERIC MODAFINIL from canada, GENERIC MODAFINIL wiki, I am a racist.

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But the fact is, I wrote something that was racist and imperialist and I need to own up to that, GENERIC MODAFINIL maximum dosage, No prescription GENERIC MODAFINIL online, and to own the privilege that let me think something like that was in any way appropriate. And own up to the fact that the only reason I've become chagrined enough to write about this incident is that I pissed off somebody who'd had this blog recommended to her, GENERIC MODAFINIL duration. Purchase GENERIC MODAFINIL online no prescription, Only to be completely and finally turned away by what I wrote.

In other words, I was so blind to my privilege that it took that kind of embarrassment to make me notice it.

It seems useless to deny the fact of my racism, rx free GENERIC MODAFINIL. What is GENERIC MODAFINIL, Every day I walk through the streets of the Great American Metropolis and I see the color of the skin of the people in suits heading downtown and the color of the skin of the people who are making deliveries or running deli counters, and I can see the relative worth placed on each, buy cheap GENERIC MODAFINIL. BUY GENERIC MODAFINIL NO PRESCRIPTION, And every day I accept that, buy my paper at the deli, and move on to more important things, like who won the baseball game.

Likewise it is useless to deny the fact of my imperialism, not when I wear clothes made halfway around the world by impoverished people, people who had their wealth and resources stripped away by the wealthier countries, people locked into a cycle of poverty and slavery in all but name by the continued exploitation of them by those nations. GENERIC MODAFINIL without a prescription, I see this every day but am content to pay $8 for my tee shirts and move on to the comics section.

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None of that changes the fact that I am part of a vast web of privileges that systematically elevates me by virtue of a few accidents of birth while at the same time debasing billions who don't share those features.

That I am trapped in the system as much as they are does not change one whit the fact that I have much the better position.

I write a lot here about feminism and sexism, online buy GENERIC MODAFINIL without a prescription, Buying GENERIC MODAFINIL online over the counter, and transness and transphobia. This is because these are the things that are important to me; sexism and transphobia are the prejudices that single me out, BUY GENERIC MODAFINIL NO PRESCRIPTION. So it's fitting that I should be loudest in my opposition to them.

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There is a reason I prefer to use the term kyriarchy over patriarchy, cisarchy, or any number of other dominations. That's because I see them all as part of the same system: that kyriarchy describes the multivalent oppressive nature of human society. We are locked into it by the relative comfort of our privileges over others, which palliates our own lack of privilege compared to some. BUY GENERIC MODAFINIL NO PRESCRIPTION, To confront real liberation would mean to seek to destroy the whole system of privilege itself, to voluntarily renounce and repudiate one's own privilege--to rip down the whole structure of oppression that has dominated human society since the Agricultural Revolution.

Too much to ask. Maybe. But it would seem to me that at the very least this process can begin with digging into my own privileges, to expose them to the light so that they stop being the invisible shackles that keep me tied to the ediface of oppression; that by recognizing them, I can find a way to be less invested in the struggle to maintain my own place. Because make no mistake: ultimately this system leads only to tyranny, the constant struggle of all against all that maintains the majority of the human race in suffering.

And it's a small thing, oh such a small and insignificant thing to do. If I weren't such a coward, if I weren't so deeply co-opted by kyriarchy, I could do more. I have to trust that it might help, though. I have to trust that in time greater things can become available to me.

But what I can't do is not keep pressing forward. Because anything is better than remaining a racist.


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I watched both those episodes on this trip, and maybe it's just that I recently decided to try going off my antidepressants, but I really felt like Evil Willow for a while yesterday--that is, buy GENERIC PROVIGIL no prescription, I seemed to be channeling my inner Bad Girl, GENERIC PROVIGIL dangers, someone who's probably dying for a workout right about now--she sees so little sunlight.

In this mood, I decided to run out and find some books on feminism.

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As it turns out, Where can i find GENERIC PROVIGIL online, I did end up finding bell hooks' Feminist Theory, but it took some doing.

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By this point I wanted to be wearing my vampiric leather corset, mutter "bored now" in my Evil Willow voice, herbal GENERIC PROVIGIL, and start flipping over bookcases.

I didn't--like I said, GENERIC PROVIGIL class, bell hooks saved me--but it was a good thing I found her book before I browsed the magazines, because "women's interests" always grates on my nerves. I mean, seriously, BUY GENERIC PROVIGIL NO PRESCRIPTION. Besides, GENERIC PROVIGIL treatment, there was a time I wasn't a woman, Buy GENERIC PROVIGIL without a prescription, and let me tell you, I was interested.

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I think I'm going to adopt Evil Willow as the mascot of this blog, GENERIC PROVIGIL long term. She'd be useful as a counterpoint to, GENERIC PROVIGIL results, say, Maureen Dowd. I always have such hope for Maureen--I mean, get GENERIC PROVIGIL, she's a snarky redhead with a voracious sexual appetite and a ton of power; that's pretty much my mission statement. Order GENERIC PROVIGIL from mexican pharmacy, Yet she writes stuff like this:

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In a weepy, taking GENERIC PROVIGIL, gothic unraveling, the South Carolina governor gave a press conference illustrating how smitten he was, not only with his Argentine amante, but with his own tenderness, his own pathos and his own feminine side.

He got into trouble as a man and tried to get out as a woman.
Way to go, Madame Dowd. Thank goodness sexism is over, or else I might get upset that even rich and famous women feel the need to practice it!


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In the 26 months since I decided to transition, SLIMFAST no rx, Discount SLIMFAST, I've made a number of physical alterations to my body, both to make me feel better about myself, ordering SLIMFAST online, SLIMFAST mg, and to make it easier for me to blend in the world as a woman. The vaginoplasty you already know about; I've made oblique mention to the fact that I had breast implants done at the same time, SLIMFAST forum. Australia, uk, us, usa, (The rumors are true about that: the augmentation hurt more than the GRS; it's one thing to not be able to sit up for several weeks, and quite another to not be able to move your arms for four days.) And seventeen months ago, about SLIMFAST, SLIMFAST from canadian pharmacy, right when I went fulltime, I had plastic surgery to trim down my jaw and chin, SLIMFAST samples, Is SLIMFAST safe, which were quite heavy once upon a time.

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But my longest investment in time and money has been electrolysis, to remove what's left of my beard.

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This has a lot of advantages--since you have to let your hairs grow (so they can tell which ones are active) for several days, there's an advantage to having your whole face cleared in a single day, something not really possible without anesthetic. (I've felt electrolysis without the lidocaine--not something you'd want to sit through for a couple of hours.)

The problem is, the lidocaine hurts: it gets injected at a shallow angle, multiple times, and it burns like acid under the skin. Sure, it's just for a few minutes, but those few minutes are pretty hellish--I cried the first time.

I still think it's worth it, BUY SLIMFAST NO PRESCRIPTION. Not because I couldn't be a woman with some facial hair; I've known plenty of women like that. No, it's worth it because of what it does for me--because shaving was the most masculine thing I did every day; because the things I had to do to cover up my beard were so frustrating and annoying, and such a reminder of who I wasn't; and because stubble is one of the things that remind me most of who I was.

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Categories: all about me, gender oh eff me, let's hear it for the ladies

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I went to my first bridal shower on Saturday. RYTHMOL alternatives, At least, my first one as a woman; I seem to recall showing up to my fiancee's shower back in the Pona Time before I transitioned.

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Not initially, though.

I found out that my friend Joanna was going to have a shower when I called her from Thailand, a few days before I left for home, RYTHMOL pics. My friend/lackey/McDonald's wallah had returned to the States, RYTHMOL australia, uk, us, usa, and I finally decided to spend a small fortune and use my cell phone to call folks at home. Joanna was one of the first I called; we've known each other since high school, albeit with a nine-year interregnum between graduation and accidentally running into each other in a grocery store.

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That feeling lasted a few weeks. Then the dread set in.

Events like this play merry hell with my insecurities. It's times like these when I feel most acutely my lack of a girlhood, after RYTHMOL, the huge gaps in my socialization into ordinary female society. RYTHMOL FOR SALE, Normally, that doesn't bother me: after all, I'm not exactly unhappy that nobody told me I shouldn't study military history, or challenge my teachers, or be bad at math. RYTHMOL dosage, (I took care of the last one all by myself, ducks.) But times like these, so encrusted with (ok, no prescription RYTHMOL online, stupid) tradition and drenched in (ok, Buy RYTHMOL from mexico, ridiculous) mores--these leave me feeling exposed.

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But. I had been out with these other women, all or almost all of whom knew, and it wasn't a big deal; they didn't treat me any different than any of the other women at the party. So maybe I shouldn't worry about it, maybe I shouldn't care who knew and who didn't. Maybe it didn't matter.

But why did that make me feel so bad. Was I trying to be something I thought I had to be. (That worked out so well the last time I tried it.) Would I be happier not having anything trans in my life anymore. And if so, what about this blog, which gives me great pleasure to work on, even as it draws me back deeper into a world I am ambivalent about.

I still haven't figured it out yet. I hope I do. Because being stuck in the twilight zone of genders got old years ago.

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See. Nothing could possibly go wrong. Because, you know, men always have sympathy for anyone born with a penis--look at how Matthew Shepard was just given a gentle ribbing for being gay, or how everyone just had a big laugh when they found out Gwen Araujo was trans, or how after spending a weekend with her, Allen Andrade thought it was "really cool" that Angie Zapata was trans.

Oh, I'm sorry, that's right--they were all killed. So was Brandon Teena, but you see it's ok to feel bad about that--he was really a woman, you know.

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Imagine Father's Days when you never have to worry about losing your kids. This is why artificial wombs will be used by men who want kids in this way. Already men are raising their kids more. This is a natural progression.

You see. I am so the real enemy here, not nutcase guys who want to--literally, and on so many levels--colonize women.

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I mean, hey, I've read Naomi Wolfe, I get all that.

But in my case it's even more complicated. Because, you see, I never had a girlhood; I didn't spend my childhood having lessons about what is proper or popular drummed into my head; and because of that, my relationship to fashion and cosmetics is a lot less complicated than most women my age.

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For both of us, our clothes, our makeup, our appearance is a lot more about the pleasure we get from it than a pressure to fit in. I won't deny that pressure exists--of course it does; but we both feel a lot more comfortable resisting it.

Or like I said before, we dress the way we do because of how it makes us feel, not because of how we feel we have to.

Ariel Levy said something in Female Chauvinist Pigs that I think gets at what I'm saying:

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Good morning, transphobia, how are you going to fuck up peoples' lives today?

It's almost pointless where to start here--that it wasn't a same-sex marriage because trans women aren't men, that "duping" is an insanely insensitive thing to say to trans people (it's what the people who commit violence against us use as their defense), that it's not a "fluke" that Kimah's ID had an F on it--you only need a letter from a therapist to change your gender on your driver's license in New York State--and for fuck's sake, enough with the Pronoun Fail.

I won't quote further from the Post--I feel all icky inside already--but here are the headlines of their follow-up stories; that should give you a feel for things:

Unwed Dudes A Happy Couple

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N.Y. Unwittingly Marries "Same-Sex" Couple

Oh wait. That last one isn't from the Post, it's from The Advocate.

I can't say I'm surprised.

The erasure of the "T" from LGBT is not exactly a new phenomenon. Whether it's ignoring Sylvia Rivera (who was one of the instigators of the Stonewall riots but was later given the cold shoulder by the gay movement) or deciding trans people don't deserve equal rights yet, there has been a long history within the gay rights movement of ignoring or denigrating trans issues.

And while I understand that often there are very different issues involved--for example, the marriage issue is more or less resolved for heterosexual trans people in most of the country--that still doesn't mean there isn't a convergance of issues. Removing the gender-identity provisions in ENDA didn't just throw trans people under the bus--it said to the femmy gay guys and butch lesbians that they didn't deserve rights either; that the protections that ENDA promised--most of all, the right to live your life the way you want to live it without worrying about losing your job or not finding a home--only applied to "normal"-looking queers.

That eraser gets a pretty good workout.

But hey, if the Advocate wants to be on the same page as the Post, who am I to complain?

After all, I'm naturally deceptive, don't you know.


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