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Still crazy after all these years
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Because for me, it's harder, because I was always a bit of a borderline case, because I had a reasonably long and fairly successful life before transition, because I've hardly cut any ties with my old life, and because, damnit, it took me over three decades to finally be honest with myself about being a woman and it's hard for me to to just automatically assume that habit, BUY COVERSYL NO PRESCRIPTION. Oh, sure, Real brand COVERSYL online, I'll defend trans women as women until my face Doppler shifts from blue to red; and I believe it about myself with a firm conviction.

But. But it's hard for me to also not include the "trans" part in there.

That's a weakness, maybe, where can i find COVERSYL online. BUY COVERSYL NO PRESCRIPTION, A flaw. The more-trans-than-thou crowd will pin it on me being a poseur, a "late transitioner", a cross-dresser, Order COVERSYL from mexican pharmacy, a man in a dress. Whatever.

But it's hard, I guess, for me--just me, order COVERSYL online c.o.d, mind you; I'm making no claims on anyone else--to be open and honest enough to pursue a relationship with somebody and hold...that...fact...back.

Now I sit by my window
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I fear I'll do some damage
One fine day
But I would not be convicted
By a jury of my peers
Still crazy after all these years

So what do you do, when you've met somebody you like, Online COVERSYL without a prescription, maybe even have a crush on, when the way their eyes light up when they smile can make you smile just remembering it, and yet you think that maybe knowing about who you were would be the deal-breaker, that you'd be friends, of course, purchase COVERSYL for sale, but that's all. Especially what do you do on the weekend where your Dilation Drama Theater screening was an episode of "Law and Order: Special Dead Lady Unit" about Teh Tranz, about a girl who hadn't told her boyfriend, because she was afraid of losing him, BUY COVERSYL NO PRESCRIPTION. And he was filled with rage and more-or-less killed himself. And the character in question had been beaten repeatedly and ends up gang-raped in prison at the end. COVERSYL no rx, Besides cry in the shower for a while, that is.

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How can it be, that when you're finally fixing your life, really emerging as the person you wanted to be, the person who could finally really give, that you realize that maybe nobody will ever want to get.

I don't know. BUY COVERSYL NO PRESCRIPTION, I wish I could tell you. I wish I had my normal moral authority, ducks, and could fill you with some wrath and rage and well-turned oratory. I wish I could do it for you, so you could do it for me.

It's just that even when you're a past master at the art of loneliness, sometimes the long years before you weigh a lot more than they usually do, and the realization that there's a very good chance you won't be with anyone becomes a steeper price than you thought.

Oh, still crazy
Still crazy
Still crazy after all these years




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Roman Polanski lost the first round yesterday in his battle to avoid extradition to the US for having sex with a 13-year-old girl in 1977.

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  14. Because I didn't have a vagina--then.
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