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That feeling lasted a few weeks. Then the dread set in.

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But. I had been out with these other women, all or almost all of whom knew, and it wasn't a big deal; they didn't treat me any different than any of the other women at the party. So maybe I shouldn't worry about it, maybe I shouldn't care who knew and who didn't. Maybe it didn't matter.

But why did that make me feel so bad. Was I trying to be something I thought I had to be. (That worked out so well the last time I tried it.) Would I be happier not having anything trans in my life anymore. And if so, what about this blog, which gives me great pleasure to work on, even as it draws me back deeper into a world I am ambivalent about.

I still haven't figured it out yet. I hope I do. Because being stuck in the twilight zone of genders got old years ago.

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