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So like everything else related to my transition, CELEXA wiki, Buy generic CELEXA, this is a learning moment. And I hope I can really learn from it--maybe I'll even be able to survive the whole class tomorrow.

I hope so--I have a peanut butter Twix bar waiting for me when I do.

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